Isi kandungan kepala.

Assalamualaikum.

hmm, korang pernah tak explore isi kandungan kepala anda? I mean, taklah bedah, ke ape benda yang melibatkan pembelahan. no no no no. explore mentally, not physically. I mean, apa yang korang fikir when you are, for instance, in line waiting for ordering your food, or during doing your laundry, or simply while pooing. what's on your mind?

naz ni, fikir macam-macam selagi ada kesempatan untuk berfikir macam2. contohnya, masa berjalan sorang-sorang ke kelas Ethnic Relation. Naz lone ranger kalau ke kelas ER ni. Ayu dengan Maryam tak sama seksyen pulak dgn naz. so, while walking from KK1 to block x yang jaraknya kira-kira 10 minit perjalanan jika jalan slow-slow ala bercengkerama di tepi pantai, boleh jadi 3 minit kalau kepaskepus lari marathon. masa jalan-jalan tu la, naz akan tengok sekeliling, first sekali tengok pemakaian orang. komen dalam hati. "wah, pandainya dia ni match up warna kan, mesti dia creative". part tu selalu keluar dalam fikiran naz. yelah, naz ni bab color matchinglah masalah tau. selalu end up jadi fashion disaster. kalau tak fikir pasal benda tu pun, mesti naz fikir pasal tudung. kalau tengok tudung orang lurus je, cantik tak kemek2 mesti naz akan tanya diri sendiri, macam manala korg dapat buat tudung lurus2 tu? naz asyik terkelepet lah, terkemek sana sini la, terbulat unpurposely la, dua jam pakai buruk terus. ke naz mmg tak reti pakai tudung ni? haish. bila tengok orang ikat tudung cantik-cantik, naluri nak tanya macam mana buat tudung gitu pun sangat tinggi.

yelah, naz ni nak kata buruk taklah, sempurna lah jugak. tak jatuh lagi dalam kategori sangat cantik. so tudung yang sempurna tak kelepet2 amat penting supaya tak nampak sememeh tau tak. benda macam ni la yang selaluuuuuuu ada dalam fikiran naz.

kalau masa-masa senggang macam tunggu shower ke, line up for food ke, naz mesti akan fikir apa yang naz nak buat lepas ni. or apa yg naz dah buat sebelum tu. ataupun apa yang perlu naz buat. itu kalau zaman busy lah, banyak kerja. kalau zaman senggang takdak esemen, naz akan fikir random stuff, macam duit, duit, duit dan duit. (eh?)

itu pasal apa dalam kepala.

bab nak luah isi kepala pulak. well, macam biasalah. social network would be one of most frequently used medium for me to let out my thoughts. but then there's particular thoughts that I kept to myself till now. I looks like type of person who voice out my thoughts kan. kadang2 main cakap je apa yang difikir. tp, ada certain things I only cooped it up inside. Manusia yang paling ekslusif sekali yang selalu tahu lebih dari orang lain mengenai what's on my mind sudah tentulah En.A. there are certain things that I only tell him and not anyone else in the world. tapiiiiiii. mestilah ada benda yg dia taktahu. yg naz tak bagitahu. mesti ada limit kan.

kecuali yang satu ni je, takdak limit. whether I choose to tell him or not, he will definitely know. every tiny bits of my thoughts and feeling, He'll know straight away. ofcourse, he made me, he made my thought, he made it possible for me to think. yes, Allah. Master of knowledge. Knows everything,anything,what ever cooped up inside you that u dont even tell every single living thing in the world, Allah will know. In fact, he know what you are going to think. Allah is the greatest, isn't He? so, that's why Allah is the one that knows you best, give the best pep talk ever (by means of AlQuran) and gives the greatest helps ever, in time of need and even cater our needs.

ok earthlings, that is all. i'm tired and I really need a good rest. wish me the best for my speaking assesment tomorrow! Have a good day! hugs and...... shoulder pat.